True love cannot be hidden where it truly exists
I'm not even sure how to start off this entry. I had the most enjoyable quiet weekend the past 3 days. Staying up late, sleeping in and just spending time with the person I love. We went grocery shopping last night and then came back and I cooked dinner. It felt so right to do that together and then sit in front of the t.v. with t.v. trays side by side eating dinner together. I could really get used to that. I'd really LIKE to get used to that. But I wouldn't want it to just be some weekend thing...I'd want the daily routine of waking up, having a quick breakfast, going to work and then coming back and discussing our day and then enjoying supper together and winding down together. I know I'm still in school and I know I have awhile to go...but I really feel like I am just about ready. I love him so much. Just seeing him makes me smile. Having him beside me is the greatest feeling in the world. And I am being veyr realistic about this..I'm not seeing anything other than what is right there in front of me. It is truly a gift to have been dating him less than a month away from a decade. I hope there are many decades ahead of us. I love him so completely, so unconditionally and so realistically. In my case, following my heart has turned out better than anyone expected...including me. I really feel like I am just about ready...not in my head idea kind of ready, but all of me ready.

2 Comments:
i still check every other day hoping for an update ;-)
your bloggin a lot neighbor
well, used to be ... ya know
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