I don't fall asleep anymore...or rather I stay awake even when I am exhausted and could sleep. I feel like I have an extremely heavy weight on my chest that makes it hard to breathe...and I'm not sure when it will lift. But I am so tired.It's not even like I stay up doing anything...I'm not productive at all. It's kind of like feeling frozen. Wednesday is going to be an incredibly long day. I'm already tired. My entire world could crumble in less than 48 hours. Which all goes back to that earlier quote about reality and not knowing.